Wondrin

 

Just what will happen if it all goes south and there is no one of enough intelligence, courage, or capability to turn things around?

Where are those heroes exactly and when will they emerge on the scene? There has to be some left somewhere in this world doesn’t there?

What did you answer? Really?

It is Friday and Fridays for me are a lot different than they used to be. The weekend doesn’t look as different from the regular week as it used to and there is not all that much that I look forward to more than any other two day stretch within the other five days of the week. Did this ever happen to you?

Believe. If you don’t believe then really nothing at all is possible in the end. Certainly the unlikely or, dare I stretch to it, the impossible can never even take a shot at being possible. That is a natural law and can really belong to whatever force, power, or god to whom you so select to pay umbrage.

Ignore. It is the correct thing, just the absolutely right thing, to do on your way to complete ignorance. Makes sense does it knot? In fact, I think it might even be deemed necessary.

Knotted and fretted and fettered and sometimes torn. What is all of this anyhow? How did I get here and when does it all finally end for me?

I ain’t sayin that I wants it ending. Heck, in a lot of ways I feel like it ain’t really ever yet begun. Did you ever get left at the starting line? Stand there long enough and it may turn out that, given it is also the finish line, that those who ran so fast and far from you will return and you may finally feel like you have never been left at all.

Just do nothing and stand and wait. Ignore but believe while you still can.

Then again it would seem hard to believe when you are spending so much time ignoring on your way to complete ignorance right? It does to me at any rate. In any event and even in any case.

Friday and a full two days ahead that will not really be much different than the two days that rest now in my past. I guess they rest now in everyone’s past but I do enjoy doting on myself at present. Not narcissistic mind you but damn sure trying to get there.

Narcissistic ignorance with what must now be a false projection of belief. Do you believe that I believe? Do you believe that I truly believe or that I am just faking it?

I really like myself and I am too ignorant of the real truth to think otherwise. And even if I knew what I really am, who I really am, I would do my best to believe otherwise. Or at least try to make you believe.

You probably guessed by now that I am not really referring to myself right?

Believe.

Who then could I possibly be talking about? Can you figure it out? No, you say? Are you sure? I know you can do it. You need some help?

Can we figure it out together?

Why, yes we can.